me voy, que lastima, pero adios

Time has come to move again.I am not especially happy for this, and as a few of you know, I almost stayed in Spain. For several days it really seemed I was gonna stay. But now I took a decision, hard will it be, but this is what I am supposed to do. I have to fight really hard so I could go back to Milan. I do have to realize, Milan is nothing compared to Madrid. But I have so many friends, and waited to return for so long. And since I learnt that Kaka stays at Ac Milan, and we are still going to the Champions League :-)

Packing again.In the last 2 years and a half, this was the fifth country where I lived. I gotta say, its getting a bit tooooo much. But I do not regret coming here. Not at all. The best decision I did in a long time.And I had dreamt about leaving in Spain since I was 12. And I did it. I still proved, in spite of the how my beloved university did not let me apply for exchange in Spain, I still did come here!I proved myself that I will still do what I want, and will not let other people decide about me.

I learnt so much here. I learnt about life a lot. I learnt a lot about internet as well, that migh be useful in the future.

La unica cosa es que podria aprender mas espanol, lo siento por non haber estudado mucho, pero bueno, esta idioma me gusta muchissimo, voy a aprenderla, poes, se que el tiempo verra para mi para volver en este pais maravilloso!
I have to admit, this culture fits me so much. The way people live, think and act is perfect. And the people are so nice here. Extremely nice people. And I had so much fun (considering the circumstances at least)Especially in the first month, going out every night. I spent way much more in the first month than in the next 3 month combined.

And I met really nice people. People at the company, people from outside the company, people from the school, people from the airport ;-), people from the school of the girl I met at the airport ;-)

I am sad for leaving. The first time in my life, when I am really sad for leaving a country. I was really scared when I got on the plance 4 monhts ago, strangely, and I ended up having a good time (okay, had my problems, but whatever). And now, leaving, and I know, I would not come back here. Or at least not for a long time.

C'e' una canzone che dice: 'Prima di partire per un lungo viaggio, devi portare con te la voglia di non tornare piu...' Ho gia fatto una volta questo sbaglio, di andarmene da un paese, dove mi trovavo molto bene. Spero di non commettere lo stesso errore. Lo sto commettendo, lo so. E difficile.

Studying again.

And what is even best, I am again preparing for an exam. But, this time I did not start preparing in time, since all these complications were going on. So I am short of time, and the material is so fucked up. The prof told me to study the slides, but I have only 4 of the 5 slides. I asked her to put them online, and she wrote me: Gabor, ask a fellow student to go the the segretary to pick them up, copy them, and send them to you'. Yeah, right, they will arrive to Spain in one day. Not talking about the fact that some sentences on the slides are in Dutch. But, I chose this stupid course. Noone told me it was gonna be like this.Anyhow, I am hoping to get some extra energy to study, because this exam might just be the laxt academic exam of my life! Last exam... Well, no matter how I tried to prolong studies, seems like I am really at the end :-(
Anyhow, now I will make this effort to study, until Sunday, when I will fly back to Holland (I am again there :-( and next thursday, I am back in Hungary. After half an a year.

So, Goodbye Salamanca, Goodbye Spain, y muchas gracias!

It is a nice clip: